oh man, u gotta c my job sometime
im thinking of trying this tele sales financial services marketing. i get to piss people off for a real job rather than tyyping here in my free time.
to be honest, i dont see honest, i dont c any other job offering the wages and benefits i have now for the same money. most telesales bs/ whatever jobs r crap, unless u have a specific skill china needs.
many chinese OBCS etc r fully competent. i get my job because im white. im a frigin chancer, i'll roll with it. and loaf a go-go.
i could be ambitious and try for another job, but prospects are minimal and hours are 5-6 times the present level and money is equal. doesnt take einstein to work out a sweet deal when he got 1.
commission my dick.
sometimes i worry about my image, but then i look in the mirror and it still says
"fukuman, ur timelessly beautiful"
what can i do?
defy the gods?
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anyhow, i have this beautiful situation where my gf is no longer is no longer allowed to stay with me, because i may just be 'playing' her. marry or dust, i guess.
this should railroad me into marriage, passport apps etc, but i cant help think, '10 yrs younger , as hot and tight as i can find' . if im gonna pay 4 gucci , i want the real deal.


